FAST FOOD!!!!!!!!

Aug 25, 2014

So after leaving my doctor on 8-18-14 I had to give up my diet sods, fast food, really any food that is not homecooked.  Now I have to give up my red bulls 8.4oz total zero. That is my energy source when I have a 6,8,9 hour shift......... What am I gonna do now???????? Today at work I keep chunging my water hoping that they   would be a drop of red bull in it .... Right now I really want some fast food, a soda, tacos, chinese food, pizza, hotdogs.........I WANT IT ALL!!!!!!!!!! I feel like I might lose this journey, I don't want too because it took me years to get to this point where my surgery is next Wednesday. But I need HELP and this surgery is my help because being at 308 makes my body hurt so much. Almost everything hurts and I am tired of being the "fat girl" I am tired of it. I know the surgery is not some "magic pill" but I know it will help me to loose the weight because I know that I can not do it alone. Also having this surgery will help me as person. 

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