The Waiting Game

Jan 15, 2015

I've never been so anxious for something in my life! My test results/paperwork was submitted last week to my insurance company for approval for surgery. My schedule date is Jan 28th, so we're hoping I receive a response before then! I am crossing my fingers AND toes! Lol They tell you to prepare, but, preparing mentally is not easy when it's not yet set in stone. But I do my best to strive on being positive, and I know that if I stay positive, even if there IS a set back, I will get through it. I just need to keep telling myself that. Being positive and having a positive mindset has always been a struggle for me. But since beginning this process, I have been telling myself to "prepare for the worst, hope for the best" scenario. I believe in god, and I do believe that if this was really in his plan for me, then it will happen. And I've said in previous posts, I feel it in my heart and soul that I will be getting this surgery. I've felt that way for a long time. So for now, I just have to stay patient, keep being positive and praying for the best outcome!

Blogging has really been helping me a lot through this journey. If I'm ever stressed or worried about something I just start writing and it helps so much. Very therapeutic! I know I'm mostly talking to myself, but I don't care. Lol! 

More later! 

Xox

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