ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!

Mar 30, 2011

Happy Happy birthday, today you are 50 I am grateful for every second of those years. you have been there though the thick and thin times and I'm learning to love you, because you deserve to be loved. you married a perfect man who has believed that for 30 years you just have never believed it yourself. my gift to you for 50 years of life, is a healthy life from here on, I'm sorry for the abuse I have inflicted on you in the past, I can not change that, but I am doing better, and will continue to get stronger, because I deserve to be healthy, my brain has always known what was right. but since it was ignored for so long its voice got weaker until it could barely be heard, it was drowned by guilt. for too long, since Ive had no use for it I'm letting guilt go. stomach you will suffer separation anxiety but we will all be there for you, for the rest of my life I will take better care of you, I hope you understand, sometimes it will not be easy. we all will need to be in this together,all of us organs and parts . in the long run it will be worth it don't fail me now, my gift to you is life, I choose life over food, the fight for my life and well being. you can thank me later.    

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!    I LOVE YOU!!!!    (some more than others but Im working on that) 

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