just because

Oct 06, 2014

Been a while since I posted anything here.  I haven't been true to my eating plan I take a bite here and a bite there and after a while the pounds creep back on.  I wont make any excuses because there are none.  I enjoy chocolate and if I had it to do all over again I would never have take that first bite after surgery when I did.  I have always struggled with chocolate and I guess that it will always be a vice I have to contend with.  While some of my friends say their taste buds have changed and now cannot stand the taste of chocolate that isn't me.  

I knew going into this surgery and new life that it would not solve all of my problems but I was hoping it would take that one craving away.  I am trying to detox my body but the head is not listening, I can be grocery shopping and I avoid the snack aisle and before I check out that voice inside says, "you have been so good you can have just one piece of chocolate it wont hurt just this one time."  I really wish they would have taken that little voice out when they did the rest of the surgery.

Oh well life goes on.

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