8 Days and Counting

Nov 01, 2011

For whatever reason I am experiencing no fear whatsoever just 8 days before surgery.  I'd say I am a little anxious just beacuse I want to be getting on with this journey.  I am ready.  It's almost like nesting before I had my two children (16 & 11 years old), making sure the house is straight, the bills are paid and there is food for everyone to eat while mama's down for a few days.  Still have told only a handful of people.  I am trying to keep a clear mind and remain focused and I do not want to be tripping up on how my decision makes other people feel.  It sounds selfish but I have realized that I have given to everyone else my entire life - it's time I give to myself.  There should be nothing wrong with that....no different that getting my hair or nails done.  This procedure is to get my head straight.  I am excited.  I have been taking advantage of the cool crisp mornings to park far away from work and briskly walk to my office.  In the mid-afternoon, I walk back to my car and move it closer to my office.  It feels good.  My husband and children are supportive and that feels good.  I feel lucky.

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11/09/2011
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Jul 18, 2011
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