Oh My I didn't stay focused...

Aug 15, 2014

I am pre op dieting and I kinda felt a little discourage today.  I have been trying to eat heathy and excecise for weeks now.  I am just not dropping weight like I used to.  Although my one girlfriend did say I was melting away... ( love that )   So for today since i have been so good, I rewarded myself with Pizza.  I just had a slice of pizza as big as my head.  I feel sick to my stomach.  I cannot for the life of me know why I would do this to myself again.  Week of healthy light eating and then BAM a HUGE hunking slice of pizza.  Feels like a rock in my stomach.

I am writing this down now so that I remember how utterly gross i feel right now.

It is not worth it.

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