Nervous!

Aug 21, 2014

Hello everyone... Cernigl1 here, I am coming on my Psych evaluations date and I am excited about that, however I keep researching and trying to hear all the good the bad and the indifferent about WLS and I know I want this for me but I am getting real nervous. I am starting the "what if" phase.  What if i don't lose the weight, what if i go back to my old habits, or just what if I do the lose the weight go back to my old habits and I gain it all back plus.

 Oh my goodness, that last one i just came up with.  I am normally a very positive person, i have my ups and downs like every one but ultimately I think everything will work out for the best, and there is nothing that i can't accomplish. (I get that from my mom).  I will not let this nervousness stop me this time, i am on this journey and I will see it through, but i have to admit to it.  It is weighing on me like the rest of my excess weight and I just want it off of me.

How can I stifle this what if voice inside me?

Maybe I could threaten it with exercise...LOL!

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