Day 4...if another person asks "are you sure?"

Jul 13, 2014

I HATE LIQUID DIETS!!! 

That being said, it's getting a bit easier but not a lot.  I think my dr is really mean for assigning NOTHING but protein shakes!  OMG!  I want FOOD!   I just want something with a savory edge to it so when I get to my breaking point, maybe chicken broth will help?  I tried it a few days ago and I'm guessing I am just not THAT desperate yet?

I love my family and I live alone so I am so fortunate to not have to cook for anyone or prep meals for anyone but I did spend the evening at my sister's house with my neice and nephews.  She had a mastectomy last week so everyone is there helping her and supporting her.  I did cook for them.  Then I sat at the table while they ate.  I wanted food but I didn't have any.  Again, day in a day out, they ask me "Are you SURE you want to do this?"  Yeah, I am a DAMN good cook and I love food!  How do you suppose I got here?  I look at Graham Elliot, Master Chef, Michelin star and a fantastic palate........lost 150lbs with the same surgery I am having.  So if he can do it, why can't I?  Yes, I am sure!  I can do this!  I will do this!

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