maybe todays the day

Mar 28, 2012

 Well today is wednesday and i am hoping beyond hope to hear something from my insurance company today. I was told that the right surgery code had been added and that everything has a green light to go. I will believe it when I see it in writing myself. I shouldnt be so negative but after the battle that i have fought to get this approved and then to have the wrong approval i am a bit unbelieving. I wish that the insurance companies would understand how important it is to their clients that they not screw around us. We are desperate people who want to live and be healthy. For most of us surgery is our only way out. We have tried everything else. I dont think i have learned patience thru all of this, but maybe tollerance. Unfortunately i have gotten an attitude that this will never happen anyways. That having surgery to lose weight has been a dream and only a dream. The closer i got to reaching my goal the farther away i really was. It was like a bad dream,,approved, but approved for the wrong surgery.. Wish i had someone to blame but what good would that really do? Have i given up? NO WAY!!! I will climb that mountain and i will reach the top. Maybe its not so much about getting there as it is about they journey itself.   Maybe i need to slow down and smell the flowers along the way. We do only get 1 ride arount this merry-go-round and i want mine to count for something. Oh well, things to think about while i am still WAITING!!!

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