2 Days Left

Feb 13, 2010

Wow, I can't believe it. Only 2 more days til my surgery. I keep searching my inner thoughts and emotions for any wrong signals but all I've gotten is confirmations - except lately for an occasional feeling of panic. It doesn't last long  and I pressume its normal.
Today is Valentines Day, my DH bought me roses and a beautiful card saying how proud he was of me, how he loved being my husband. It occured to me , he loves me more than I love me. I think after surgery I will seek some therapy. To deal with issues I can no longer "treat" with food.  And learn to be more proactive in my emotional care and not avoid  things.
Anyway, just some thoughts pre-surgery.

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