didim62
I feel repulsed
Feb 20, 2011
I took some pictures today and I thought ...O.K. they didn't come out too bad. I loaded them onto my computer and looked at them again and I felt sick to my stomach. I am huge!!!! It really repulsed me looking at these pictures. I always knew I was heavy and it's not that I don't look in the mirror but I guess seeing all sides ( although there was no squareness to my body ..it is all round) really shook me up. I can remember times when I would feel down about my weight and sometimes turn to food for comfort (how stupid is that) but I can tell you now, the only Food not liquid going into my mouth till surgery is going to be my vitamins and maybe.......some salad. If I am repulsed this much ...how can anybody else not be. I know that this surgery is more needed than anything else in my life. I thank God for having this opportunity , the insurance, and all people that are involved and supportive. I so need this!!
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About Me
Kensington, CT
Location
41.8
BMI
Surgery
03/15/2011
Surgery Date
Feb 24, 2009
Member Since