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Apr 12, 2010

04/27/10 looks like the feeding tube will come out the stitches ripped out my stomach and its loose my fam. prac. dr. is worried about it coming out, altough i can eat now i still am not absorbing nutrition as well as i should i take potassium and iron liquid everyday through the tube but my levels will not go up insteed they have declined so now i have to see a specialist that deals with anemic patients only. i will have to go to the hospital at least 1x a week for injections and iv fluids for the rest of my life...oouuggghhhh!!!! but look on the brite side im thinner which is what i wanted,,,ha yeah i really wanted this.... down to 193lbs.

 i never knew what wonderland  ment till the other day when i sat and thought wow im about 6-8 lbs. away from the high 100,s. DUH! thats wonderland, how could i not know, well today im about 202 tomorrow ill probebly be 200 or 199 i go down fast. and now im not so happy about it  have went down in size so fast, the office staff at the dr.s office said i looked really sick and my nephew said wow what the heck happened to u why r u so sucked up, u look like a crack head how did you get so skinny? were,nt you really fat like 2 months ago? i just laughed he really thought i was on druggs, how sad. but oh well. so the point is im not so into the 1derland thing rite now hope fully everything will be better soon, hope i dont need to have the feeding tube in to long. 

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