everything is being scheduled

Jun 24, 2010

today i spoke with lady to schedule my class...she said i would have to start diet on July 19 so my class is on July 16 ..I called bank to see about financing and it only takes one day to get approved and the bank manager was so nice about it....she made me feel at ease..   Its amazing that everyone is so supportive..I am starting to tell more people although i have kept it to only those who i know will give me positive support.  I recently after my gall bladder surgery had stopped speaking with one of my best friends that i have had for 20 yrs..he and i have had a very estranged relationship off and on but had been through some of the toughest times in our lives together but after my gall bladder surgery his lack of interest in my wellbeing hurt me so badly..we haven't spoken in a month and that is the longest we have ever gone without speaking but i decided that it was best b/c he made me feel bad ...and i didn't want any negative emotions or vibes..Sad thing is he hung up on me 4 days after my surgery and i refused to be the one to call back...my birthday is monday and I have spent every birthday for the last 12 years with him....and for that reason only i think i am kinda sad.  I do know that he would not give me the support i need at this time so its better there is no communication.  Just got to make it through my bday without letting it get me too down.  AS you can see its is consuming my thoughts today....

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