It's addiction!! Thank God

Mar 29, 2012

        I am a recovering ADDICT- to food, sugar, laziness!!!! Well laugh at me as you will- I have always craved carbs, sugar, time to do nothing . Funny thing is I do now understand the cross addiction. Now I am addicted to HEALTHY ! Being cooped up and unable to work out is driving me the last mile to crazy-ville ( OK it's a multiple stop daily trip) I never realized how much I really am into being Healthier.I crave the exercise, vegetables ( mass quantities) ,Vitamin  water, Protein drinks. @ 1/2 yrs ago there was no way I would pay their price for Smoothie King drinks. I crave the gladiator , not the male toga wearing type( different conversation for later) My likes and dislikes have changed in sooooooo.... many ways . Not being able to exercise and missing it seems crazy.
     Putting my health and self before others has been quite the lesson. Occasionally I feel guilt, even so it  I am happy to be placing more significance on ME. If I was to never lose another pound - I have gained a better understanding of myself- PRICELESS. Now the goal is to remain MYSELF and knowledge of my self worth. So may I wish all the learning on everyone else.    

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