Onward

Nov 04, 2013

Nothing much to report. Just downloaded and printed the intake paperwork for my first appointment with the counselor. That's on the fifteenth. I'm looking forward to it, but I'm also scared. Two things scare me:

1. I will talk myself out of being honest with her

2. I will be honest with her and she'll, I don't know, force me to give up stuff I like that's hurting me? Ugh. 

Since my last post I've had my okay days and my really-really-not-okay days. I'm pretty sure I'm regaining already, which is amazing and depressing. Really need to get in line. Just got to take it minute by minute, I suppose. That'll be something to practice tomorrow: making it one minute to the next. Whee. 

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