Almost 3 weeks out and back to work tomorrow

Mar 17, 2012

Sigh..... I could really get used to not working - not being unemployed but retired or something you know.  So I'm back to work tomorrow and not really looking forward to the questions (over and over, same ones I suspect).  I'm planning to just go with the flow and answer however feels right in the moment.  I've been telling more people more easily than I thought I would.  So I may just put it out there.  My biggest concern is that people who are overweight will feel that my decision in some way shows my judgement of fat people in general or my dislike of my body as fat.  Honestly, I didn't have a problem with how I looked at 314 pounds - I could find things I thought were cute about me at that size.  I've always felt it important to be able to dance around in your undies while looking in the mirrow.  So I did so.  Frequently LOL.  But that's just me and maybe tmi   And to be quite honest, I'm not sure about how I feel about getting attention from men for my body - but I'm not there yet so no need to worry.  I'm still invisible to most.  SO back to work I go.  I have to be sure to not get sucked into the daily drama and make time for treadmill time.  I see my trainer again on Tuesday.  Pray that I don't have to curse him out to get him to understand the concept of NO CORE WORK for 3 more weeks.  J/K he's a good guy.  I'm excited about starting weights again.  Hope my energy stays up.  I may adjust my b12 to mid day for an energy boost - not sure. 

To be continued....

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