Jen H.
Hovering above onederland
Jun 22, 2015
I just returned home from traveling to my son's wedding followed by a girls' weekend. It was so fun and relaxing. Most people there haven't seen me since surgery so there were a lot of comments (all good - at least to my face) and we had a ball.
Lots of NSVs
- Flying gets easier and easier. There is a lot of spare seat belt these days and I don't feel like I have to scrunch over so I don't crowd my seat partners.
- I was not self conscious dancing with my husband.
- I didn't worry about my thighs rubbing together under a dress in warm weather.
- On the girls' weekend I didn't worry about snoring - because I don't anymore!
- There was lots of laughter and fun - without feeling self conscious.
I am now officially two pounds above onederland. It's there. It's RIGHT there. I hope I'm not jinxing myself into a stall by writing about it. On the other hand, I seem to be nervous about it. It's two pounds - a drop in the bucket compared to my overall journey - yet those two pounds feel so significant. I'm excited but also a little scared. What of? No idea, but it's there.
Like many times through this journey, I find myself back on OH a lot looking through posts for others feeling the same. Life gets busy and I don't visit for a while and then am back, reading everything I can. I miss reading R&R. I am not a member anymore for some reason :-( but am reading the forums and anxiously awaiting the loss of the dreaded two pounds.
