Why am I such a slacker?

Jun 11, 2010

 Lately I've been feeling like I'm not giving it my all anymore. WTH is wrong with me?? I'm so mad at myself.
Don't get me wrong, I'm still working my butt off and doing really good. But, I feel like I could be doing better. I'm still trying to lose 10% of my weight and I feel like I've stalled. I feel hungry all the time all of a sudden. Sometimes, I get home and I want to eat everything in the fridge ... For no good reason besides I'M A SLACKER I guess. I mean, I don't eat everything in the fridge ... But God do I want to! 

I've started going to the fitness center at my complex, and I slack off there too! Go on the Eliptical machine for 12 minutes ... What's that gonna do?!!! I just need to kick my own ass and double that! 25-30 minutes Karly! NO EXCUSES!  

I see my nutritionist in 10 days for a follow up with her and I'm determined to have her look at me square in the eyes and tell me she's clearing me for surgery on her part. 

You can do it Kar. You can do it. I just keep reminding myself that I HAVE to change my lifestyle and it's like breaking in a new pair of shoes. It'll hurt, and suck at first. But then you'll grow to love those shoes and wear them everyday. 

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