kdalpha
Cross Addiction
Nov 11, 2013
Well I am officially 5 years out, stayed my current weight of 148, size 6/8 or Medium. Never thought I would see this day. Unfortunately my addiction to food led to wine. A disease I am trying to battle each day. I have lived with 10 doctors/surgeons for 3 months in a womens recovery/trauma house. 4 had gastric bypass surgery. According to the New England Journal of Medicine, 65 % of RNY patients become alcoholics. This is dumbfounding. Actually it isnt... we are stuffing emotions with food, then when it is no longer there, we stuff with what we can. Until we are truly happy, this will be a constant cycle of addiction... food, alcohol, shopping, sex, religious obsession, cars, working out etc. Lets meditate and get to the core.... Best, KDALPHA~