Discouraged

Jul 24, 2011

Feeling a little discouraged today. Finally nailed down a surgery date and its actually less then a month away. Since I've joined OH my husband said I have become obsessed with getting the surgery, which I didnt think so. I find encouragement from reading your stories and seeing your pictures. I'm not on here a lot not even everyday. I cant talk to my best friend because she was denied by her insurance company and thinks if you talk about it your kind of "rubbing it in her face".

I don't know do you think I'm being insensitive to their feelings by wanting to talk about my fears and also my excitement. I mean losing the weight for me would be a bonus, I'm actually having the surgery in hopes of putting my diabetes in remission and getting off this pump.


Thanks for letting me vent.

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