February 2010

Feb 11, 2010

Well, my surgery date is set for February 23, 2010.  I am going through many changes and trying to come to terms with a long line of troubled thoughts about my weight and how I feel about myself.  I want nothing more than to be the person barried inside this large frame.  I know I am in there, just begging to come out.  Somewhat overwhelmed by all of the changes and struggle with wrapping my mind around what is to come.  I have only yo thank my amazing family, who's strength and love for me motivates me to keep going.  I am excited and scared all at the same time and am so ready to just LIVE....

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