Its Official!! I have lost 90 pounds!!!

May 31, 2011

 90 pounds GONE!!!!!  I try not to talk too much about pounds lost because I know how easy it is to compare mysef to others and get frustrated.  But I am excited about FINALLY reaching the 90 pound mark because that means that I ONLY have 12 pounds to go to be in onederland!!  I WANT IT SO BAD  And I want it by the end of June!  I don't think that is too much to ask for right??  LOL  Onderland is going to be so exciting, refreshing, liberating!!!  I haven't weighed in the 100's in YEARS!!!  I will be so excited just to see 199!!!!  Even if it is 199.9  LOL

On a different note I have 2 apartments that are possibilities for my move!!!!!!!!!!!!  This morning was the icing on the cake.  I get up at 2am and take the dog out and then again at 6am when I got up to get ready for work.  The dog is associating going outside with playing so I could spend 20 minutes out there with her all she wants to do is run, and jump and bark, and play.  But this morning she did her business both times we went outside.  I get ready for work, cook breakfast for me and my son and then go to do my hair.  This jerk gets up, goes into the living room for maybe 15 minutes and then goes back to the bed.  I come out of the bathroom and he says "the dog pooped on the floor".  I acted like I didn't hear him and went in to the living room and what do I see???  You guessed it...he say it and left it there.  So I get the bleach, clean up the mess, and scrub the carpet.  I go back to the bedroom and asked him what he said.  He said it again "the dog pooped on the floor".  I totally lost it!  I asked him why in the world would he see the mess and turn around and go back to bed?  Why not get a paper towel and clean it up. He gave me the deer in headlights look, like he had no idea what I was even talking about.  I asked him why he was so much better than me that he didn't have to lift a finger to clean up anything.  Yesterday morning I get up (I have been sleeping in my son's room) and go to the bathroom to find a plate of BBQ ribs and baked beans on the bathroom counter!  WHO DOES THAT?  First of all why is he eating in the bathroom, and why leave food in the bathroom?  To me that is just discusting.  I have a HUGE problem with bugs and thank God we don't have bugs now but thats a sure fire way to invite them into the house.  I simply don't get it.  And at this point I simply don't care.  But it still boggles my mind that a "man" can act this way.  Who goes back to bed when there is poo on the floor?  Who does that?  Where they do that at?  LOL  It is frustrating and funny to me all at the same time.  It is funny how a person's true colors begin to come out.  This is the same "man" who preaches to me about how he has to have a house that is kept clean, smelling good, and things in their place.  LOL please!  It also goes to show that he truly belives that women are good for 2 things....cooking and cleaning.  Well maybe 3 things...the 3rd would be being there any and every time he calls.  Annyoing!!!

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