Day 12 ?? 13?? its 2:30am!

Mar 22, 2010

So I guess its technically DAY 13... Im not sure.  I can't sleep and Im exhausted... i just can't get comfortable.  This stupid burning pain still is there.  Its not as bad as it was Saturday but its still there and Im starting to wonder if I dont have a hernia or something.  I have been trying to stretch and rest... walk some... I mean its better but IT HURTS!  I hope its nothing and Im just being a whiner!  Im scared to move though....lol... you never know when its goign to just set my stomach on FIRE!!!  All I know is it has to give SOON or Im going to scream!  I go see the nurse at my surgeon's office on Wednesday so hopefully he can set my mind at ease.  If its still hurting this bad I am goign to ask to see Dr. Sonnanstine though.  I am trying to tell myself Im just being a whiner... but Im a little scared.  This is by far the worst pain I've EVER experienced!  Its the weirdest thing because if I dont move... doesnt hurt... if I am standing I have to find the right place on my stomach and apply pressure and the pain stops... I just want it to GO AWAY!!!!  Okay... so with my rant for the day... I am going to take a pain pill and try to sleep!  I'll be so glad when I can sleep on my stomach again!!! 

OH OH OH... and on a brighter note.... I can definitely tell a difference already in the way things fit.  I put on my favorite bra today, which had gotten somewhat tight...its loose.  My jeans were LOOSER, they were already loose...but my face everyone seems to notice this big difference in my face and I just dont see it.  Maybe I never saw my face the way it really was... lol  I always thought I was pretty cute anyway!  LOL

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