IRRITABLE!

Oct 07, 2011

I am so beyong irritable... everything annoys and irritates me way to easily.... and i am so sick of getting the run around with my dang insurance and dr and stae and blah trying to get a freakin shrink. I need halp and i need help now! I am tired of feeling so low  and then high and all over the place and my lows are way to low my thoughts scare me... uhg... i need help not just for me but for my fiance and our children! I cant have them living with this beast of a person.. uhg i hate myself these days... i just wanna b happy...  :/ is that so hard?

gained 10lbs.... :( i wanna shoot myself uhhg... time to start crackin down hard again on exersize and what i put into my mouth!




FLASHING LIGHTS AND BLOOD SHOT EYES EVERYTHINGS RACING AT THE SPEED OF LIGHT....



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Riverside, CA
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05/19/2009
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