What a day... went from fab to drek in a matter of hours

Dec 04, 2010

 Today was a crazy day for sure. Went and took Chris to work this morning and then to feed the horses. Then was offered to have a scooby lunch. It was very tight before I had to pick up the order at sams club. We went and fixed Chris's cell phone that was crapping out on her. We were going to have a great 4 month anniversary night till my phone wouldn't stop ringing. I finally answered it and found out it was my sister. she's furious with me. Apparently the ticket that she had gotten b/c of her fiancee's tail light on his truck finally received the response. Well I didn't know that was the letter for her that came to my apartment. B/c she took so long to respond to them that her license is now suspended. And its apparently all my fault. She made me feel like she thinks I did it on purpose. That I didn't want her to have it.  If I had known what it was I would have given it to her immediately. I thought they knew me better then that. But it seems that ever since my sexuality and my relatively new relationship seems like they think of me as this horrible person. That I can't do anything right anymore. As much as I do for them and as much as I try to progress in my life seems like I'm not doing anything. 

On top of all that. Im having such a hard time lately with eating right and keeping up with my exercising. I get into a routine positive pattern then there is a hiccup and I slope back down. I'm trying to work hard to get back to a routine. Getting my apartment organized and then able to do workout dvds at home again. 

Well I'm off to bed soon. 
Night all!

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