Not gonna let it knock me down..

Jan 07, 2013

Today marks exactly 3 weeks until I have my RNY surgery! I am very excited, but very nervous all at the same time. Thankfully I have some very supportive family and friends to get me through. Yesterday I fell into a little bout of depression. It happens sometimes. Most days I am a very happy, bubbly person, but like everyone I have my moments. I was sad because all my friends have moved away and my twin sister, and all my family. Some days it makes it really hard, most days I can handle it. Yesterday was one of those hard days. But I went out and drove around and that seemed to help. I am just not a home body and I can't stand to stay at home on the weekends when I am off work. I like to get out and do things with family and friends, and I just don't have that anymore. I really need to make some new friends, but there isn't anywhere really to make friends my age, they are all older, or younger as I live in a small University town. Well enough of my ranting. Ready to get this surgery done, and get my life back on track and hopefully in a year or 2 I'll have some little feet to chase around and keep me busy! Fingers crossed!

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