My poor thin hair and other complaints

Mar 17, 2011

My hair was always thin but my hair makes me really sad now.  It is falling out by the handfuls.  I am going to be bald soon I can't even hide it anymore :(  I posted some pics so everyone can see the baldness.  I know its from the Anesthesia, my nut told me, I read it everywhere on here but it doesn't make it any easier to look at in the mirror.  Hopefully it stops soon...very soon.

On a more positive note I am down to 167.4 as of last Monday.  I am going to see my surgeon on Monday the 21st, I know he will be happy with my loss he only wanted me to get to 175.  I don't think I am going to change my goal of 160.  If I loose any more then that I don't think I want to go below 150 my hip bones are sticking out already.  I am kinda glad the weight has slowed down but I do wish it slowed after I got to my goal lol   

I think that even if I didn't loose another pound I would be okay.  But my mother on the other hand thinks I need to loose another 20-30 lbs.  I thought I was doing good but thanks mom thanks a lot.  I don't think she was trying to be mean because she is not like that at all but she is absentminded and tends to say what she thinks.  I feel like doing the I'm not listening face 

Sorry for the depressing blog feeling kinda blah today :(  Everyone needs to here the good and the bad about the surgery.  I believe the emotional stuff we go through after surgery is far worse then the 6-8 weeks of physical healing.

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