amanda J.
So close and so nervous
Mar 26, 2010
Well it is now Friday and I have to say these last couple of months have gone by so fast! I can not believe my surgery is on Monday. I talked to the pre-op nurse last night and found out my surgery time had been changed from 8am to 1230pm, which sucks because now I have to find another ride and change my plans for my girls at the last minute. I have spent these past two weeks really trying to find myself and figure if this is really something I want to do. I will admit this pre op diet of 800 calories has had me on one big roller coaster of emotions. I have been really tired and a bit moody! Now I find myself wanting to cheat and eat, eat, eat! I hate to admit it but I gained about 5 lbs since my last docor visit on the 3rd, but have since lost those 5lbs and another 4-5lbs in the last week and a half! I wanna kick myself because if I wouldn't have gained I would be lower than I am now. I have been working out on the wii and wii fit so that is good, I guess.Today is the last of work as well, I am a little glad because this last week has been hell! I guess I should have guessed it would be crazy right before leaving!
I am rambling on and on and on............ LOL
Okay I guess that was enough for my update!
