Day 11 - outamymind

Apr 07, 2011

Not hungry today- though it's only 6:30a. The return of early waking insomnia. Ugh! Maybe I can just consider it training for my 7:45a surgery on Tuesday (and being at the hospital at 5:45a, and leaving home at 4a, and waking up at 3a.....) I"m just too excited! Got plenty to do this weekend so hopefully it won't feel like time is just dragging on. I have 3 clients today, 3 tomorrow, 5 on Sunday and 4 on Monday. I nearly started laughing out loud at support group last night when the social worker was talking about taking care of oneself and saying no. Yeah, practice what we preach - NOT! Having sessions up until literaly the night before is not a good idea, I know, but I rationalize with the fact that I'm in prvate practice and need income more than I need rest. I'm even trying to squeeze in the bowel prep on Saturday afternoon instead of Sunday b/c I just don't have time on Sunday. This will be all over soon.... I gotta keep telling myself that.  
9p - and then the day got worse. I forgot about a client I had scheduled. I got a bit dehydrated. Worried that my eldest cat's cancer is not in remission but may have spread to the pancreas. And I'm starting the bowel prep tomorrow night. I gotta just go to bed and get this day over with.

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Germantown, MD
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04/13/2011
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Jan 07, 2011
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