Nicole R.
Frustrated and getting tempted
Jul 04, 2013
Well my weight keeps fluctuating and I'm feeling stiff and non-agile. I have not missed a work out and am sticking by my 800 calorie per day rule. I just keep flexing between 239 and 240. That's been a week now and it's getting old. It's not easy watching everyone eat like I used to and it's OK. I'm working so hard-yet I'm beginning to fear my worst fears. That I actually stuck like this... I can't imagine that I haven't lost this week at all. I guess this is plateau land and it's not a fun place to be.
I am hoping by next week this time I start to see some poundage results. I saw my mom yesterday for the first time since I started to diet and she was unimpressed. As always she pulls through for another punch to my weight management issues. Yeah mom, I remember "too bad you are fat- let's eat some cake. " I keep fighting to give myself and family a better future with a better me.
Let's hang in there Nicole.