sassyaseva
Feeling like I have failed myself...
Sep 21, 2013
Ok...so I feel like I have failed myself in many ways right now & over the past months.
Since resigning from my job in June, depression has really been on me. I try everyday not to claim my depression as I know God will make a way out of no way...but it is definitely a struggle. I have swayed back to my old ways of eating (although I never really ate all crazy) but my down fall has always been sodas. OMG!!! I can't even drink that much of one but I find myself drink them way too often than I know I should be. I have set a goal for myself to get down to 235 lbs by October 31, 2013 but this is harder than what I thought is was going to be.
I can't afford to see my bariatrian because I have no insurance and they want $1,000 deposit for a $200 appointment. WTH! So needless to say, I feel like I am out here all alone right now trying to get my head back in this game called life after bariatric surgery.
