Wow, 41 pounds!!!!

Jan 04, 2011

Well I finally broke through 39 pounds and when I finally did I hit 41 pound loss.  Didn't think I ever would.  I can hardly believe it.  I had given up on myself prior to this surgery.  I didn't see the point in dieting because I knew I would regain the weight.  It feels so good to know that I have lost this weight for good.  I will NEVER be at this weight again.  The past couple of days have been really good for me.  My depression has subsided some and I actually feel good.  I feel motivated to do stuff.  I have been to the gym once this week, Russell and I are going tonight after dinner.  I am looking forward to going.  I am not looking forward to seeing the trainer who helped me the first day.  She was a young skinny little twit who didn't know good manners.  She kept saying how weird it was to have bypass, she had never even heard of it.  Once I explained it to her she wouldn't stop talking about how weird it was and how she would never do it.  I am not one to get involved in confrontation so I didn't say much to her, but she finally got the point that I was not happy and shut up about it.  I should've said, "well looks like you don't need to worry about it anyway."  But I didn't.  Anyway, things are going really great for me right now, hopefully they will stay that way, mentally speaking.  I had pasta last night and was very happy that it stayed down.  It was white pasta and not the whole grain so I was expecting to get sick but did not.   

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