Two weeks and two days

Jan 28, 2010

2 weeks and 2 days and it seems like an eternity. Everywhere I go now, seems like someone comments on how good I look anymore. This is part of my downfall. For some reason the positive feedback allows me to think that I have reached some goal. I have found myself sabotageing myself lately and justifying it. It doesn't help that I work around food all day, which allows me to graze. I find myself putting a little bite here and a little bite there. I haven't even been cleared to eat soft foods yet, but I have puked up chicken several times in 2 weeks. I understand, we all make mistakes in this process, but 2 weeks out! I thought I was becoming an expert on how to do this right, but I'm learning everyday is a struggle. Please, if any of you have had similar problems, let me know and tell me what you did to get past this. I almost feel like I hate having my band in even though its saving my life.

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