Depressed and Helpless

Dec 05, 2009

Nothing new, not losing any weight..
Back to old ways before surgery..
So upset with my surgeon and all those people there..
They act like they want to help you but they only care about the money!
When we go they say "We're gonna do this for you, don't worry. We'll get you the surgery."
They lie, they only want the money! They know our insurance can't cover it and they know we don't have the money!
It's $8000.. That's what we need.. We don't have it though, so whatever..

And to think I gave them nice and wonderful praise and reviews on here..
When we were waiting for months to hear from a guy up there. We would call everyday and he's always busy or out and the lady on the phone said "I will be sure he calls you tomorrow!" He doesn't, we call HIM and we get HER saying he can't talk right now. We were waiting for months just to hear about some tests or something. I forget...

I'm 300lbs, I lost 256lbs.. Yeah, that's great. PLEASE do not tell me it's great and to keep it up and way to go and that's a lot! I heared it all before, I know it's true. It is great.. I was 556lbs.. but I can't lose the weight anymore.. It's been over 2 years..and I'm 300lbs! I'm 22 years old.. I want to lose the rest and I can't do it by myself. I have no support IRL, nobody to do things with. I have absolutly no friends IRL as I been hidden in the house since High School cause I was ashamed to be seen. I've no car or license as I couldn't fit behidn a wheel or wear a seatbelt..

IM STUCK! I'm stuck on being fat and stuck with having NO LIFE!
God, someone help me..
-sighs-

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