So it's been over a yr...

Aug 05, 2013

Hi who ever is still out there and reading these blog's ...

So its been over a yr since my last post and unfortunately I never had wls. Of course I'm upset, it has been something I've been looking forward to for over 3 yrs and still nothing. In my last blog I mention the summer job I had as a teacher's aide for a visually impaired school. Good news on that is I got hired to work the school yr and I made a yr there on June 5. I Love this job and honestly I truly do believe that if I didn't take the job and gone ahead with the surgery. I wouldn't be where I am right now when it come to my career. So it's a bitter sweet feeling. I gave up the surgery for the job. Yes my health means everything to me and Yes at times I do regret my decision because it has been hard to try and maintain my weight and to get surgery again but I wouldn't change my decision for the world. I know my day will come. With that being said in October I will be starting all over  hopefully 3rd times a charm!!! I am praying to God this goes my way. I really want this . Both my sister got is done, and the sad part is I was the one who started this journey first. My older sister Damaris had the gastric bypass 3 yrs ago and my baby sister Michelle had the sleeve last yr Dec 26. Both successful and they both feel amazing and love the decision they had made. I want that soooo bad. as hard as I have been trying to either lose or maintain. its not enough, no matter how hard I try. So fingers crossed, prayers sent up to the big man upstairs that this happens for me 

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