just not sure

Sep 20, 2013

I don't know what is wrong with me.  I seem to find any excuse to go off of my eating plan.  I eat things that I shouldn't and then I feel so guilty.  My restriction is not the same as it was right after surgery and I guess that is why I feel like such a failure right now.  I get so depressed and I don't know what to do.  There are no support groups here and I feel so alone.  I need to talk to someone but there is no one that understands.  I want to lose the rest of my weight but it seems impossible right now.  Some days I want to take the easy way out of this life style.  But I have a son and daughter in law that I adore and I wouldn't do anything to cause them pain. So I just suffer and pray that something will click in my head to fix me.

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