The start of my journey & nervous!

Jul 15, 2011

I called and scheduled my consultation with the Bariatric Team a few days ago and today I received my medical history papers to fill out.  They also sent me a DVD to watch.  Between the DVD and all the "googling" I've been doing I have to say I am really nervous about this whole journey.  I have tried everything else though and nothing works.  I've already gone through the whole process with my dad and he has done great!  I suppose my Anxiety Disorder is causing me extra grief and making me over think all of the "what ifs."  One of the main things I am scared about is anesthesia because I've never gone under.  I should probably ban myself from google and medical shows until this is all done with!  They say the complications and mortality rate is pretty rare but I naturally think the worst and think I will be one of the few unlucky ones.  I have a great support system and everyone keeps trying to reassure me.  I have a month before I meet with the surgeon and the rest of the Bariatric Team.  I plan on going in with a list of questions!

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Warren, OH
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27.6
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11/07/2011
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Jul 12, 2011
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