Hi Adrienne,
I read all of your post and the begining was awesome I was so excited for you I could feel your enthusiasm for your new life. I was and still am so happy for you, but when things started to go down hill I thought about you everyday waited for you to post and you never did, I am very happy to see you back to your old self, whenever you feel those feeling creeping back up on you, talk to someone, your doctor your husband immediately, don't try to hide it, my husbands mother went through the same thing twice and each time it was worse, so please share with your loved ones what your feeling and what's happening to you. I don't want to see or hear you that way again, it made me very very sad and I just kept hoping that you would post again, you have to contiune to post I know that your an inspiration to not only me but others as well, one question for you, how tall are you? the weight that your at now is where I want to be no lower than 165. If I get to 165-170 that would be just wonderful for me. Your in my prayers always, Keep your Faith Strong, Always love God...
With Love,
Monica