Down almost two pounds but not changing my weigh in

Nov 28, 2016

I woke up today and weighed in at 211.2 I was 212.8 yesterday. I am not changing my weigh in yet because I was in very few clothes when I weighed myself this morning and going to the doctors I can't strip down to almost nothing to weigh in :D. Yesterday I barely ate anything. I wasn't feeling well and I only had about 400 calories. Today I'm going to shoot for around 1000. It feels so good to be losing but on days that I don't lose I panic and feel like I'm doing something wrong. I know this isn't a race and we have to pace ourselves with stalls and all but it's scary on the scale when the numbers don't budge. I'm looking forward to Christmas and hoping that by Christmas I am down 6 more pounds. It scares me to set goals too because i don't want to feel like  a failure if I don't meet the goals. I feel like it isn't real and I'm going to wake up and all the weight I've lost is going to be back. That is the history I have. I would lose 10 lbs then wake up one day up like 6 or 7 lbs. So ya it scares me. I don't want to put any stock in the weights I'm seeing but it's real. Just scared to believe it. I can't wait till I'm at goal. I have such a long way to go, I still have 86lbs to go. grrr. 

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