15th is coming so fast
so afraid today just out of the blue maybe it is because i am home alone
I have been tiring to keep busy but i have not been working so i dont have much to do around the house i can handle cooking a bit but not going to spend my day doing that it is raining cats and dogs so no walk had a bath packed my bag now what just thinking of all the good things to come and than back to the what ifs
I have been tiring to keep busy but i have not been working so i dont have much to do around the house i can handle cooking a bit but not going to spend my day doing that it is raining cats and dogs so no walk had a bath packed my bag now what just thinking of all the good things to come and than back to the what ifs
Hey Niki - I'm feeling pretty anxious too. My surgery is on Tuesday in Montreal. After all this waiting (3 years for me) I feel like everything is coming too fast. I've read so much, researched, talked about it, and yet now all of a sudden I feel like I'm not ready! But in reality - I just have to calm myself and keep remembering why I'm doing this and all the positive things that will happen when I follow through. We can do this!
Deep breaths.
Elena
Deep breaths.
Elena
Well Nikki time is approaching fast. Enjoy the next few days and try and relax because the journey is about to being. I am so excited for you. remember you have your family friends and us and dont forget god on your side, Remember the reasons why your doing this . Last night I was in so much pain in my back and side and this morning. Those pains are what makes me remember why I am doing this . Becuase I need to so that I can live longer and healther. We can do this . Im nervious and excited with you . Whoop Whoop we can do this Whoop whoop we can do this.
I am just trying to keep busy so i don't over think things going to make some soups to freeze and some meals for hubby and kids well i am in the hospital some shopping left to do i have made a list of things to do and going to try to stop worrying about everything And all the best to all of you i will be thinking of you all and looking for your posts that you are on the bench