19 months out today

 Hi hope every on is well.  I started at 250 and i am 175 been as low as 168 so ive gained weight..   its been hard for me it didn.t come  off as fast as others and im struggeling to hold on to it.  I love my sleeve and new body and would totally do it over. but i still need to be on a diet and still work at it    if i dont eat right i gain  im exersizin all the time  i walk bike swim and i just started yuba kinda fun  this last year i went to reno camping vegas country festable \want you to know it isnt easy I medicated myself with food fo so long .  iturn to alcohol to medicate and gained  so im off the juice i still have restrictin when i eat my protien alls good but i worry ill gain it back  but im working at not doing that.    im tryin to lose more ill up date later

Is sounds like you may benifet from talking to a therapist.  

Best of luck,
Amy

Hang in there Nancy.  Hopefully you can find a support group to help.   I know I really am starting to count on mine and I haven't even had the surgery yet.  I also talk to a therapist whenever I feel like I need to.  Do as much as you can.  Hang in there.