having mixed emotions

having mixed emotions of guilt but relieved all at the same time,,,,,, so I'm having surgery Tuesday and so i went to a local car show and yes i felt like i needed my last binge so i had a funnel cake and an elephant ear obviously  i shared with my children i only had a couple bites and a coke..... i know the fair will be coming in  to town September and post op i cant have those things and i start liquids on Monday I'm just glad i got it out of my system and conscience   

I think it is natural to feel unsure of what we are giving up so we want to have one last binge. I know I had one last big meal at Texas Roadhouse, don't best yourself up about it. Good luck on Tuesday.

I wouldn't beat itself up at all. Because post op u will vomit anything like that up. So be glad u had a "last hoorah" I guess u say. My body doesn't seem to like any kind of sugar or carbs I'm noticing at two weeks out. Even creamy mashed potatoes made me sick, yet I can handle cottage cheese. I guess it's the sleeve helping me make better food choices. Good luck with ur surgery!

I see nothing wrong with having a "last meal". May be because I did it too!! The night before the start of my diet, I had pizza. I sure wouldn't beat myself up about it. You're going to do great! I'm only 6 days postop so not much experience yet. But I can say that I'm not hungry and not craving all the things I did preop. Good luck to you!!