Monday is the day..
I remember making a post just like yours about four and a half years ego. :) You are going to do just fine and will eventually be posting how this was the best thing you ever did for yourself and your daughter. Hang in there, this is the scary part, but it just gets better and better and better after that.
I am 4 days post op and was feeling a million emotions including being terrified. Thinking about my daughter is what made my emotions go wild before hand, too. I felt pretty calm, though, once I got to the hospital and was being prepped for surgery. The nurses and doctors were all super fantastic.
I have a four year daughter and did not tell her. She reacted badly to a previous much more minor surgery I had last November, so I just thought she's too young at four. I was gone when my daughter work up the day of my surgery, hubby said I had to work early, and when she came back from daycare he said I had to work late. She thing the next morning, and thankfully all was well and I was home before my hubby had to pick her up from daycare. She didn't question why I was gone, but sure was happy to see me.
Sending you good thoughts!
I felt the same six moths ago. I prayed asked GOD to take care of me allow the doctor to be at his best and guide his hands, eyes and that his mine be clear during my surgery. Ask GOD for what you want..HE will answer. Try to get some rest take a deep breath and here we go. I will be praying for you tomorrow. You will be fine.