Surgery Monday....freaking out!
I'm a weirdo and was totally calm the entire process. You, however, are totally normal to be nervous and freaking out! It's super common - you're making a really big decision here! But keep your eyes on the prize and remind yourself of all the great benefits you'll get from surgery. It'll be 100% totally worth it. :D
VSG with Dr. Salameh - 3/13/2014
Diagnosed with Binge Eating Disorder and started Vyvanse - 7/22/2016
Reconstructive Surgeries with Dr. Michaels - 6/5/2017 (LBL & brachioplasty), 8/14/2017 (UBL & mastopexy), 11/6/2017 (medial leg lift)
Age 42 Height 5'4" HW 319 (1/3/2014) SW 293 (3/13/2014) CW 149 (7/16/2017)
Next Goal 145 - normal BMI | Total Weight Lost 170
TrendWeight | Food Blog (sort of functional) | Journal (down for maintenance)
Your feeling are normal! I had them even though I had gone thru lap band surgery and removal surgery. I fought for over a year to get the band out and approval for the sleeve and I still starting second guessing myself just before.
Just keep breathing and relax. All will be well. You will have to go thru some stuff and you may even think at some point what did I do. But just like having a baby, it will all soon dim and you will be left with something wonderful.