6 months & Onederland!
Today is my 6 month surgiversary and I celebrated by hitting a new low weight of 197.6! I'm tall (5'11") so this puts me within 20 lbs of a "normal" bmi. I can't say enough how grateful I am for this life changing procedure. My DH and I did it together - his surgery was 1 month prior to mine, and it has been an amazing experience. I am also so thankful for this forum. I post rarely, but I read most every day. So much great advice and information on here!
I've been having a hard time really seeing my progress - even though realistically I know that my clothes are smaller (size 12 down from a 20-22!) I still keep focusing on the "spare tire/muffin top" that seemed like it was never shrinking. Well, I just took a couple of new progress pics and looked at them side by side and there is definitely a difference! I think the problem isn't actually that I don't see myself accurately now, but that I never allowed myself to face just how fat I really was. Anyway, seeing myself correctly is still a work in progress as I think it is for many people. Pictures definitely help! The progress pics are in my profile, I don't know how to post them here.
For any newbies considering vsg, I say go for it! I would go through the surgery and the liquid diets and the whole nine all over again if I had to because the outcome is amazing. It's definitely not easy, but it finally feels possible! Onward to goal! :-)
I was the same way as you - I never allowed myself to really "see" how fat I truly was at my top weight. I avoided mirrors like the plague and was in deep, deep denial. As long as I could find clothes that fit it was all good, right?
You are doing FANTASTIC! So close to goal - keep up the great work