Tomorrow is the big day!
After a very looooong road, tomorrow at 7:30am I am hoping (and praying) my life will forever change for the better. I was scheduled for surgery on Jan. 8th, got to the hospital, got into my gown and ready to go and they cancelled the surgery! There was to much flu going around and not enough beds in the hospital for everyone...Talk about a mind blower! I thought it was a sign I shouldn't go forward and do this surgery, but being diagnosed with Barrett's esophogus, and having a hiatal hernia to boot, I might as well jump in and not look back.
I am absolutely scared out of my mind! And I'm HUNGRY! Oh Lord am I hungry so that isn't making this any easier...I just don't want to die! That is my biggest fear. I have two children (ages 2 and 4) and I can't stop thinking about them, and the "what-ifs"...I think I need a tranquilizer!!!
Wish me luck! I look forward to updating everyone when it is all over!