LOVE IS IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER.////REALLY

 IJUST DON'T KNOW WHY I SHOULD PAY THE PRICE OF A DOCTOR 34YEARS AGO.THIS IS NOT MY FAULT.THAT IT FAILED ESPECIALLY SINCE HE TOLD ME TO EAT WHATEVER I WANTED.I STAY IN THE HOUSPITAL FOR 2WKS.NO PROBLEMS.TOLD THE DOCTOR AND WHAT HE TOLD ME HE IS NOT GOING TO DO IT AGAIN.AND IN THE NEXT FEW YEARS HE DISAPEARED.WHY BECUSE HE WAS BEING SUED.BECAUSE OF DEATHS.I WISH I WAS THE ONE WHO DIED.MY LIFE OF BEING FAT.HAS NOT BEEN A HAPPY ONE.EVEN MY KIDS THEY ARE OBESE.IF I GET THIS SURGERY I WILL NEVER GO BACK TO BAD EATING.BECAUSE THIS IS WHAT I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE AT A SIZE TO FIT CLOTHES I ONLY DREAMED OF.AND WHEN MEN LOOK AT ME.THEY WILL NOT TURN AWAY.I'M SORRY OF PICKING MEN WHO LOOK AT A FAT BLACK WOMAN.THAT THEY CAN USE.

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