Amusement Park & Learning About Myself
I always hated amusement parks. I hated the feelings I would have while waiting on line: Will I fit in the seat? Will the seat belt or safety bar close? I hated feeling like my fat was bubbling over the seats and if the ride went up high or turned over I hated feeling like I would fall out. The entire ride I would be racked with anxiety and just hating life.
The other day I took my nephew to an amusement park and excitedly waited on lines. I knew I would fit in the seat, the belt or bar would fit and I would not bubble over or fall out. Guess what I found out? I HATE rides! It had nothing to do with being overweight. I still hated going up high, turning over and feeling like I would fall. All these years I was going to parks with friends and hating it bc I was fat. Nope, I just hate it. I like my feet safely on the ground!
The other day I took my nephew to an amusement park and excitedly waited on lines. I knew I would fit in the seat, the belt or bar would fit and I would not bubble over or fall out. Guess what I found out? I HATE rides! It had nothing to do with being overweight. I still hated going up high, turning over and feeling like I would fall. All these years I was going to parks with friends and hating it bc I was fat. Nope, I just hate it. I like my feet safely on the ground!
Fantastic revelation! It makes me wonder what I fill discover about my own self. 
You know what I always hated? At a water park, when you have to climb way, way up to get to the top of the slides? If there was ever a line, and I was standing on a stairway, I always worried that the poor people behind me would be stuck standing there with my butt in their face, thinking, "Geez, tubby, how did you escape the aquarium?"
Husband and I took the Kiddo to Six Flags in June, and I totally didn't think that for a second. It was so refreshing to be able to walk around in a swimsuit and feel really confident.
...and yep, I'm with you. I like rides, but I'm always afraid I'm going to fall out or the car will jump the track or something. Yipes.
Husband and I took the Kiddo to Six Flags in June, and I totally didn't think that for a second. It was so refreshing to be able to walk around in a swimsuit and feel really confident.
...and yep, I'm with you. I like rides, but I'm always afraid I'm going to fall out or the car will jump the track or something. Yipes.
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