what the #$@&$ is wrong with me..

I suggest we end this .. you are right... I am angry AT YOU.. for being so pompous.. I would like to say it was nice getting to know you but maybe with better cir****tances.. Have a wonderful nite and good luck on your journey..

Right lets end this...but not on me. You are angry with yourself, not me.  You're just transferring your anger and frustration on me, and I'm not accepting it.  Its your anger and frustration...deal with it rather than taking it out on me.  

If you reply to this with more of your BS, you will be proving that you are not ready to own what is yours.  

I cannot even believe that I have even gone on with this as long as I have.  I am not angry at myself at all.. I was disappointed in myself for doing things my way .. I was reaching out for some advise and kindness which I got which helped get me back on track..

PS. MY feelings are not BS..