day 82....keep on truckin

Oct 17, 2014

Day 82...WOW! Seems just like yesterday I started this journey! I am not going to lie, I haven't been dieting and exercising this whole time..although if I was, id prolly be close to my goal size/weight...but oh well, im still losing amd not gaining so thats better than anything! This journey has effected me in so many ways its crazy...there have been days where ive wanted to quit and give up, when id push my limits, when id binge, it hasnt been a piece of cake (hahaha thats what got me here in the first place)...I have tried new workouts and recipes, I have personal battles that I have faced, fought (and continue to fight, just mot as often) and conquered...but most importantly I have finally found self acceptance. I have found that its ok to be bigger, but i dont want to stay like this forever. Its ok to eat healthy, its ok to eat crap. Its ok to workout like a beast or just take a stroll up and down the driveway...its ok to buy used or cheap clothes (goodwill, ross, value village, etc), because no mayter what size you are, you still need to look and feel good about yourself. And getting rid of those clothes you just bought cuz they are too big, is a good reminder to never let yourself get that way again, throwing away clothes is like throwing away the fatty past. So even if the process and journey is slow, you are in control no matter what and dont give up!!

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